Me, Myself and I

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I know it is not perfect, But it's life.Life is MESSY sometimes..

Thursday, March 31, 2011

plaster...........


Sometimes we hope for anyone or anything to mend this fragile heart of ours that beats inside slowly …but the thing is people…we do not need eyes to see what is plainly seen in our hearts. We do not need anyone to mend it. As we continue to floats seamlessly into the dark night pretending that there will always be someone out there to protects us, to shield us, and to fight for us..We forget that there is no such thing. There will be no plaster to mend these broken pieces… Trust me.

Monday, March 28, 2011

I am flawed..




Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing 
I am captivated

[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed 
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that

[Chorus]

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defence is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current 
So let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption..
vindicated
Dashboard.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Nera's Rhyme~

What to do, what to do,
Got nothing to do, nothing to do,
Just the two, just the two,
Playing wit you, playing with you..(^.^)

Sorry..




I'm sorry that it ended up this way
I’m sorry for leaving you behind
This time I think the blame is on me
The way I had betrayed your trust

The way I made you believe I’m here to stay
The way I made you cry when I bid my final goodbye
The hurt in your eyes tells me this is truly the end.


But if you were living my life
You’ll see how hard it’s to get through my day without you in it

I can’t control my life  

It's as if nature itself,
has set its course against me
And all I can do is hold the tears from falling.
Every single day I think about how much fate really hates us


Even after EIGHT years of misery
Even after 2520 days of torment
I still live in the past
With your memories decorating my life now
Never a single second
 I’m not reminiscing about our past
It was an album of bittersweet memories
Even though I never hear from you anymore
Even though I know you don’t need me anymore

Do you know why?
Because I still love you 
I never intend to let go of this feeling
to leave the only source of happiness

in this bleak world of mine
I've written this to you to say - 
How sorry I am - it's true,

There is much hate in this lone heart
Hating every single reason that made me leave you
Regretting every action that convinced you
That I care no more
Hoping you will not shatter into pieces
For what I did to you.
To us.

Without Words




I shouldn't have done that,
I should have pretended I didn't know,
I should have never listened to your idea of love.

I should have run away,
Run to a far away land
Where I can pretend I couldn't hear,
As if I was deaf,
As if you were invisible,
As if I couldn't see
 the love you had me convinced it was there.
Without words, you made me know love,
Without words, you gave me love,
Without words, you let me steal your air.

But it came without words
Without words, love leaves me,
Without words, ‘love’ tossed me aside,
What more can I say?

As these trembling lips once tastes warm honey
Now it was being left cold to crack and bleed
Without words, I ache for love,
Without words, I wait for love,
Without words, my tears are flowing,
I lost myself in confusion.
I am a fool when I looked at the sky, I cried.

When
Without words, my heart breaks,
It startled this fragile faith,
As without words, it came,
And without words, it leave,
When without words, separation finds me,
Even without words
I shall know the hurt that can’t be named
Like a passing fever it might only hurt all the same.