Opheliac, I am

It is a bit of hypocritical of her to write with such beautiful colours in her blog. 

 Someone that is an Opheliac trying to create worlds of illusion. 

Deluded by hope she is.

She tries to run from the greatest enemy, herself. 

Imprisonment of her heart and soul,

as she should know it,

it only gets more dangerous the farther she go down the rabbit hole. 

I'm your Opheliac 

I've been so disillusioned 

I know you'd take me back 

But still I feign confusion 

I couldn't be your friend 

My world was too unstable 

You might have seen the end 

But you were never able

To keep me breathing 

As the water rises up again

Before I slip away 

You know the games I play 

And the words I say 

When I want my own way 

You know the lies I tell 

When you've gone through hell 

And I say I can't stay 

You know how hard it can be

To keep believing in me 

When everything and everyone

Becomes my enemy and when

There's nothing more you can do 

I'm gonna blame it on you 

It's not the way I want to be 

I only hope that in the end you will see 

It's the Opheliac in me 

I'm your Opheliac 

My stockings prove my virtues

I'm open to attack 

But I don't want to hurt you 

Whether I swim or sink 

That's no concern of yours now

How could you possibly think 

You had the power to know how

To keep me breathing 

As the water rises up again

Before I slip away 

You know the games I play 

And the words I say 

When I want my own way 

You know the lies I tell 

When you've gone through hell 

And I say I can't stay 

You know how hard it can be

To keep believing in me 

When everything and everyone

Becomes my enemy and when

There's nothing more you can do 

I'm gonna blame it on you 

It's not the way I want to be 

I only hope that in the end you will see 

It's the Opheliac in me 

Studies show:

Intelligent girls are more depressed 

Because they know

What the world is really like 

Don't think for a beat it makes it better 

When you sit her down and tell her

Everything gonna be all right 

She knows in society she either is

A devil or an angel with no in between 

She speaks in the third person

So she can forget that she's me 

Doubt thou the stars are fire 

Doubt thou the sun doth move

Doubt truth to be a liar 

But never doubt 

Doubt thou the stars are fire 

Doubt thou the sun doth move

Doubt truth to be a liar 

But never doubt I love

You know the games I play 

And the words I say 

When I want my own way 

You know the lies I tell 

When you've gone through hell 

And I say I can't stay 

You know how hard it can be

To keep believing in me 

When everything and everyone

Becomes my enemy and when

There's nothing more you can do 

I'm gonna blame it on you 

It's not the way I want to be 

I only hope that in the end you will see 

It's the Opheliac in me