Stereo~

 and....

tear us apart

Now I have no reason to be alone...

Fell in love with you, you are now my home...

I'll always be true...

I see no one but you.

*nadhira*

Spellbound.

Things that he do...

-took care of me when i'm sick..(horrible coughs..red eyes...no voices..)
*but he pat me slowly..feed me...put a wet cloth on my temple and massaged those sore limbs of mine...
-when I told him i need to go to the toilet...
*he quickly find me one (at past and present) (no matter where we are at...in a car...at the mall...at the R&R...)
*he'll waits outside and he gave me the sweetest smile as he stare at me when i'm finish. (like it was the first time he sees me)

*When I said I'm bored...He will looked me in the eyes and asked *did I bore you out?* (Every time he asked me that ...the answers for it will be *Bukanlaaa Fik.... and I will pout*
He will surely... positively replied me back by asking...*Keyh..Now what doyawana do? Or Where doyawana go?* with utmost enthusiasm...

*He buys me the whole cake (it's vanilla!) once...when i felt like the world hated me.

*We cried together when I'm sad...he hugged me tightly cause he knows it will prevent the hardening of this heart. (err ...every times i faced a problem..i would turned my heart stone cold..hee)
*Thousand of deeds has he willingly invested on me... I know that he just need my love in return.

For 6 years...he treated me the same...
No wonder this two years without him seems empty..
to the extent that everyone i'd met...i would compare the likes of them.
And those who have his qualities... subconsciously i bring myself near them.
 No longer will I deny...the ache for him.

Now.
I admit.
I am spellbound by him.
Fikree Najib.

I heart you

letting myself sway~

      Wish can waltz myself into his arms...and with his lead...we moves letting the world go...<3

Messy me.

I don't want to drive myself crazy by expecting too much...or trying to achieve impossible perfection! Let life be messy and imperfect today!!! (follow my own life quote)

Going gaga over activities....

I start my day at 9 am.....

Attend those mind boggling classes...

5 of them to be exact...

Spend times with my playful course mate *Iri, Lena and shik mei*  

Tried hard to dissect Bukit Ekspo while 'enjoying nature' (1800 - 1900 pm)... because I'm too strung out.  

*Lena and I in a mood to discuss poems and did some recital along the way* cool huh?

*Iri and I went to the Epro *English proficiency campaign* as a tutor right after we took our 'precious' time in the shower.

It ends at 10pm...

ouhhh don't forget to tell y'all that we did went to the food court to buys food.(The voice of my consciences)  So...yea guys Iri and I did went to the food court right after the program...

*can't even distinguishes right from wrong anymore...so sleepy*

Had meeting at 2230 pm until 12 sumtin....

Had a little chit chat with the seniors for some insights...

Spend a bit more quality time with the juniors...

End up crawling back to my room at....2 am?

Ouhhh...Tomorrow I have to wake up earlier than today...

P/s - There's a reason why had I unexpectedly list down some part of activities that i had done today. Everyone keeps on saying I am busy with things that they have no clue about... but believe me guys...my schedule is way pack lately...

To me today is like the most 'lay back and relax' day (if you can call it that) compared to other staggering hell loving days....

So friends, do understand that i have no intention in neglecting you guys...

I don't even have time for my baby fikree. 

Much love from me.

im hungry ...the time now is 2.45 A.M.

I want something sweet...could I?

My fikree already went to bed...

Got no one to bug...

haishhh..

NEED some SWEET HERE PEOPLE!

Just cause

and believe me 

love when I say

Mayhaps what had happened is a trial to test on how deep is our love

because

P/s - not trying to exude lovey dovey atmosphere here people!  

Lone Guru ...

And you guys know what?
It is the same feelings like when you're on the clean side of the world, the yearning for that taste of attention will just keep getting stronger. Is like being that kid in school who likes rock when everyone else listens to hip hop. We have to keep it to ourselves, occasionally dropping hints here and there to see who would take the bait. And when someone does, and asks you about things that you like so much, you either go on rant about it explaining to them with utmost enthusiasm or become secretive and close up bout it. (Maybe you used to deal with audience that might not be receptive)
Either way... you just crave for some sprinkles of sugar to be added on to your life...true?

Now.

Don't worry about tomorrow.

Today is all there is sayang.

It's all there is.

LOVE has its own language...

When words and actions failed you...

Because...

TRue?

what?

Dear Fikree,

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh,Yeah,Yeah

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you
Ooohhh

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh,Yeah,Yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye
You know
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what frïends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh,Yeah,Yeah

You can count on me cause I can count on you

By Bruno Mars

1 2 3 4...it doesn't matter.

16 on the inside.

I think I love him.

No. I know i love him.

Why?

He makes me feels like a sixteen years old schoolgirl with her first crush. (Well he was my crush back then when I was sixteen)

He tries his hardest to not letting me feel insecure or intimidated of other girls. 

I am proud to say that...he sees no one but me.

I know I am the only girl for him.

Once I'd promised myself that I will never let him messed with my life anymore. But he proved me wrong.
He is a different man now. So why don't we give it a go? True?

smiley you!

Be fast dude!

If there is still love.

Cinta,

Masihkah ada cinta 

walau kasih bertenun duka

Masihkah bererti cinta?

Cinta,

Masihkah bererti cinta 

Jika cinta sejati dijunjung hina

masihkah wujud cinta?

Cinta,

Masihkah wujud cinta

jika cinta digadai maruah kita

masihkah ada warna cinta?

Cinta,

Masihkah ada warna cinta

jika cinta gelap gelita

masihkah suci cinta?

Cinta,

masihkah suci cinta

jika diulit dosa

masihkah ada cinta?

I just need my best friend.