*Trying*

When your heart loves, Tanya, there's no fighting it.

Sometimes, protecting those you love, no matter what it takes, is more important than your own heart.

it's so sad.

Big world

Says he wants to see the light for once,

Well maybe if you try

It's so sad

Babe don't look so sad

I've got it wrong today

And if she doesn't go your way

Look up to blue skies and say hey

It's ok it's ok

Disagree

Crumbs lyrics

tricks..

Our initial count of these miniature men is 12, but just as soon as they slide around, a 13th man pops up.

Nite nite!

You've no need to light a night-light
On a light night like tonight,
For a night-light's light's a slight light,
And tonight's a night that's light.

duhh..

I don't think you are a fool. But then, what's my own humble opinion against thousands of others? 

P/S - I'm very careful of how I express my opinions of you because I want to put as much vituperation in them as possible. 

Love Letter

My love, I have seen of late the tiredness that is in your eyes,

so please listen to what I propose.

This weekend, let's get away from this city of concrete and smog,

and drive to a little place I know in the countryside.

My brother there owns a cottage,

and has given me the keys for as long as I like.

We can spend Saturday afternoon

walking together in the fields of tall timothy grass,

and have a picnic by the stream.

I know that your heart will be refreshed,

and I think it will restore both your sanity and mine

to be outside for a time in the fresh and unpolluted air.

A Love Letter by Chris Lindsay

What can I do?

Don't turn away, please! I thought we are good together. Give me some insight into what you were thinking or what you meant.-said the boy.


I needed time to find myself.- said the girl.


False hope?... Well, I do actually know of similar incident where the girl do actually like the guy, but because of feeling uncertainty about things and the fear of commiting herself in the relationship, she chooses to avoid and ignore the guy, even trying to end the very friendship itself. But nevertheless, my friend chooses not to give up and which well, the girl finally decided to accept her own feeling for the guy and...

Well, girls are always just more emotional as compared to guys who tend to be more playful... (Some can just be old boys) And sometimes, they just fear and feel insecure over things... 

Well.. if I were you, just let her be and give her more time to think. Maybe she likes you but because she's been hurt before, she wants to make sure that she will never be hurt again or maybe she just wana make sure that the feelings she have for you is for real, not just to be a cover up of the hurt that she's feeling from her past relationship. Yes, there's a big chance for the both of you but for now, give her more time to think and just wait.. 

friends.

'I sometimes wonder, if I didn't make the effort to see certain friends, 

would they make the effort to see me?'

Pangkor girl..

 Phewwwwwwww...i just came back from Pangkor Island. It was superb! It has been so long that I breathe in salt air...living in a city is starting to rubbing off me...so I grabbed the first chance to join a leadership camp held by my college. I fell in love with the sea... and that's the boat that brought us there. I wish I can stay there forever...

The best.

We live in a lie.

I see him wearing his very best shirt. I see the smile that had been rarely formed. It is so unlike him.

I know the reason that made his eyes sparkle. He wants to see her. But..she doesn't want to see him.

He doesn't know that. I see he tries to call her...and still he doesn't realize he had been rejected. I see him lying through his teeth about the frustration that eating him inside. One by one...starting to get out from his life. Yet, he does not realise it. I try to tell him to stop. Stop hurting anyone that matters. But my words failed me...us.

So...we both fell. Deep into a catacomb of silentness...despair plague us like a disease. A part of me felt that one way or the other, we wouldn't last long. If it has to end anyway, it might be easier to just drift apart like this..This way neither of us will get hurt too deeply. Could this be for the best?

I AM.