Sorry..

I'm sorry that it ended up this way

I’m sorry for leaving you behind

This time I think the blame is on me

The way I had betrayed your trust

The way I made you believe I’m here to stay

The way I made you cry when I bid my final goodbye

The hurt in your eyes tells me this is truly the end.

But if you were living my life

You’ll see how hard it’s to get through my day without you in it

I can’t control my life  

It's as if nature itself,

has set its course against me

And all I can do is hold the tears from falling.

Every single day I think about how much fate really hates us

Even after EIGHT years of misery

Even after 2520 days of torment

I still live in the past

With your memories decorating my life now

Never a single second

 I’m not reminiscing about our past

It was an album of bittersweet memories

Even though I never hear from you anymore

Even though I know you don’t need me anymore

Do you know why?

Because I still love you 

I never intend to let go of this feeling

to leave the only source of happiness

in this bleak world of mine

I've written this to you to say - 

How sorry I am - it's true,

There is much hate in this lone heart

Hating every single reason that made me leave you

Regretting every action that convinced you

That I care no more

Hoping you will not shatter into pieces

For what I did to you.

To us.